Perplexed..

I wonder what to say to you now..we'v gone so far..away frm each other..and come so far in our relationship. sometimes i feel i dont need to say anything coz i think u know it already but ur silence confuses me..maybe u know me better than i do...but u forget i no you too..and sometimes your silence says all you want me to know...and thats when i realize that theres no one i know better than you and no one who knows me better...than you...

all this while iv tried growing apart and going away...but its not as easy as it used to be for me...going away from a relationship..

now its just flashes of moments spent with u which haunt me and ask me what i feel fo you..

keeping my feet on yours while dancing..holding your hand lying down besides me..hugging you tight when i was scared..

the way you made me feel..better than i had ever known..

simple things you du did!Meant the world...

It was like growing up... all over again..

learnt so much..learnt that its not only about loving..but a lot more..

the words of the song somehow made me find my hero in you..

but ya this was not a fairytale..and i think somewhere along the way i forgot this...

we went wong so many times ..and we used to think we are so unlike each other...but now after trying to be with someone else..iv realized we had so much in common..but we never took the time to see all that coz we were just too busy pointing out the differences..

its not always rainbows and butterflies..its compromise..

ive made my age an excuse to see the brighter side of the picture. but guess its not bout how grown up u are ..ofcourse it matters ..but what matters more is facing your feelings..not finding excuses to run away from them..

its confusing ..takes away my capacity to think and reason.. du these things come into account?ever ? nywhere? doez it make me foolish to even try to make an effort remembring all this....and at the end of all of it...both o us r jus gna chk it! and carry on blindly..unknowinly..unaffected..n leave it untouched...