I don’t know why I keep waiting for this ideal guy to come along. There are two kinds of people in this world. One, people for whom a relationship isn’t really indispensable. People who are content with what they have. And two, people who need a constant reassurance of being loved and cared for by someone special.
Fortunately or unfortunately I am one of the latter. I don’t ask for much and I end up giving a lot more. No, according to me giving your best to someone isn’t a mistake. It’s a beautiful feeling when selflessness sets in and u realize just how strong you feel about someone, just how much you can promise someone.
In return the only thing I ask for from someone is a little bit of love. Just a little, not too much.
What I don’t realize is that I can’t make somebody love me. I don’t realize that sometimes things are just not meant to be. I don’t realize that not every person I like deserves to be my best man. And by not realizing all these things I was just fooling myself.
I was just fooling myself to believe in one sided relationships. To believe I have an ability to make someone adore me as much as I adore them.
If I look back … id be just looking back at people who once meant a lot to
But I want to change things. I no longer feel the need to love more than being loved. I no longer want to give more than I receive.
I’m no longer sure if I can ever trust relationships again. But if I do it’ll be PERFECT. With all its imperfections it’ll still be a perfectly balanced relationship.
And someone who can give me all of it, give me more than I deserve, want me more than I want him… will be my Best Man.
8 comments:
Hey there...I know I am writing here even though I can talk to you anytime but sometimes its easier to pen it down.
Babes I know what you are going through and I understand how it feels when you are let down..but I also know somwthing else, you get only one life to live and you should live it the best. There is a lot more to life than finding that someone who is meant to share it with you, everyone eventually finds that someone, believe me everyone does, but dont forget to live your life in this search.
You are young, the world is out there within your reach, you have to reach out, you have to go places, you have to set goals and achieve them, you have to make yourself proud, the day you will be complete in yourself, with your dreams realised, you will understand that "needs" get converted to "choices".
Everytime you stumble or fall just remember one thing, to get back on your feet, and carry on. Every end signals a new begining. And don't forget, I love you and always will. I am always there.
thanks darling.. i love you too..
I think u shud consider changing the font color for this one! extremely difficult to read....unless ofcourse you highlight the whole thing !
looks much better :)! thanks for reading my blog and appreciating it. And yes ur latest post is much more positive in its outlook on life! nice thing :)!
gettin a more positive vibe form life these days..tats wats inspirin me to write all dis...kidish though..but wat d hell..
hello dear . wonderful post yar
lol..thank u dear!
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