TODAY

There are days

There are the good ones,

There are the bad ones

This one’s worse…

You ever have something missing? Something lost?

I guess there are some things you just can’t do without at a point of time.

Some habits you just cant get rid off and even if you do you’re never satisfied.

Sometimes memory takes you back to a place, in a time where you had it all and as cruel as the mind can be it brings you back in a jiffy to now and reality.

So today is not just one of those days. Today is really out of place, out of time and in the middle of nowhere.

Today is worse because it takes me to my happy place. To memories that make me happy and smile and then brings me back to this stupid place, where quite a lot of it is lost and I can’t even cry…