"Feeling free yeah what about me?Well you gotta give it up coz
I feel love do you know How I feel ?You are my achilles heel"
The words sound familiar not only because they belong to one of Toploader’s brilliant and intensely true compositions, but somehow these lines had been playing in my mind over an over since a long time. The record seemed stuck, so was my life and everything in it.
Potentially leading to downfall, that’s what an achilles heel means. In my case this happened both literally and metaphorically. Sometimes I fail to understand why I kept on pushing myself to be in something which I knew would someday lead to a fall I can never recover from. Though it dosent hurt or upset me anymore but it sure has permanently and eternally impaired me of trust, expectation, hope, belief, u name it!
Blaming another person or a particular relationship wouldn’t be a fair judgement of what, was a self-imposed and self-inflicted transgression. It was a misdemeanor on my own part which cost me my own happiness, cost me my precious time, cost me my zeal, my passion and all that made me the high-spirited person that I was.
It disgusts me now when I recall what a wretched simpleton I was and I pity those who are now trailing on the same path.
Now i regret each and every precious moment I wasted, moments which I once cherished, moments I thought made me happy. Now I just contemplate upon the dreadful state I was in and I hold all those moments in spite. Whatever I say is not enough to potray my penitense. I’m sorry, not for all that I did in vengeance, only sorry that I allowed circumstances which condemned me to do so in the first place.
" Goodbye to the skyI know I can't fly but I feel love do you know How I feel?
You were my achilles heel…"
14 comments:
There it is...a clear proof of how well you can express what you and maybe a lot of other people feel [;)]. I loved it. Yes, I am scared of my achiles heel too. well written, beautfully expressed, well done!!
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i dunno m givin 1st tym a randon comment..but nwyz finally yu hv realised wadeva yu think was ron..so cheers ;)
n yeh even m scared o mah achilles heel..haha ..!
for there's a child in your eyes
and the child never dies
so keep the dream alive
with the aid of second sight
I can push with all my might
o make the satue in the sky
of my achilles heel
Top choice again.....listened to this one after a long time today!
also nice little piece of writing!
Your choice of words prove your inellect but the matter proves your anguish.... whose absence you claim. Maturity is not about forgetting how to love and cherish small moments and seemingly insignificant emotions. That is the reasons a lot of relationships fail... they just get used to these small treasures and wait for something big. Loosing the innocence of enjoying every small detail is probably the worst punishment you can give yourself for something you cannot be absolutely blamed of.
An otherwise wonderful and concise expression of emotions
well anonymous you are quite right and as u said its a mere expression of emotion..nothing more nothing less..
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